What If...

He may not be what I've normally gone for but he's good for me. He's so good to me.

I may not like everything about him like his hair or his hat or the somewhat weird age gap, but really in the grand scheme does that matter? Will looks stick around? No. Will fashion change? Yes.

What's really going to matter? The way he treats me, the way we talk, our honesty, the way we make each other other laugh, the way we can spend time in a room together doing different things and not feel alone, etc.

For now we aren't a couple. Who knows maybe nothing major will come of this. Maybe it won't last. But I have a best friend in him no matter what and that is better. I'm not worried about what's going to happen months or years from now I just want to live and be happy right where I am.