Dream A Little Dream

I was told that I once dreamed such vivid dreams because I felt out of control in my real life so I created a place where I had control. When I took control over my life my dreams stopped and I missed them horribly. Well my dreams are back. There's something I don't have control of anymore, my boyfriend.
You see he's pretty wonderful and though I don't think he's going anywhere you never know what another person is thinking. The possibility of ever losing him terrifies me more than I've ever felt, but I know I have no control over that so now I'm dreaming.
Not that dreaming again is bad it's the types of dreams that I'm having that I dislike. Why dream of haircuts I dislike on him or him being unfaithful with of all people his sister?! Seriously my dreams have been messed up. Why can't I dream of flying again? That was always cool.
Fear is weird...