Forever?

If you're anything like me when you're single you're afraid you'll be alone forever and if you're with someone and you truly care about them you're afraid you'll lose them. Amazing how there's fear on either side, you just can't win either way.
I found someone I want and I'm pretty damn set on forever, but to be honest I'm terrified. I'm terrified I'll do something stupid (no matter what it is) and he won't love me or want to be with me.
My son came into the bedroom and said, "I'm scared" and honestly I wanted to say, "Me too" of course for very different reasons.
I've been hurt, left and misused by people I had at one time thought could be my forever and now every little thing makes me question if it will happen again. Forever feels like a fairytale and to be honest I stopped believing in fairytales a long time ago. (Insert JoJo singing Fairytales.. Don't know it? Look it up, it'll make sense then) It's hard to hope for something you stopped believing in, even when you're praying it exists...