I'm a firm believer that your life can be changed in a moment. That in one second you're sitting there thinking one thing and the next you're mind has been altered. I however failed to realize that it was going to happen to me.
One moment I'm thinking of how I feel and the next it hits me that I feel more than I thought. It was in a moment, in a middle of a conversation and suddenly I realized this was something I don't want to lose, something I don't want to live without, something I would gladly wait for, something I would put off my own wants and needs for because I need this.
This need is a feeling that I can't explain. A feeling I ignored and pushed away for a while out of hurt. A hurt I never really admitted too. How do you explain such a pull that you've never felt before? How do you explain knowing something could work and could be amazing though you've never experienced it before? How could I possibly know that? I sound CRAZY, right?! I get that! But I can't deny that feeling. (Insert the "cheese" Can't Fight This Feeling Anymore) It's an intense feeling... overwhelming...
It's going to take some waiting, which I understand, don't like, but understand. Being impatient as I am I'll HAVE to find a way to wait, but for once, I'm ok with that...
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