I'm learning that sometimes things, even bad things, can happen to help you get through a situation. Take me for example my heart was broken and something completely unexpected and not necessarily good happened and though my heart is still broken, I still know I'm in love, though there are things that I miss about him, .. I'm finding it easier to.. let go. I didn't want to let go, I didn't know how to let go, I don't like that I have to let go, but this is helping me to be able to.
All I can say is he messed up because it will continue to get easier to let go and one day I'll be gone. If it takes him that long to decide he wants to be with me it will be to late.
Up until today I was saying "I don't want to love anyone again", "If it isn't him I don't want it", etc., but today I decided I do want to love someone. I want to be loved by someone the way I deserve to be loved. If it's him that's fine, but if it's not at least I loved again.
"We accept the love we think we deserve" - Stephen Chbosky
The way he treated me at first was wonderful and definitely how I felt I deserved to be treated, but HE changed, which in turn changed me.
I urge you to accept a love that you feel is greater than you deserve... often we deserve more than we give ourselves credit for.
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