There's clearly no questioning I'm looking for love. I'm looking for a relationship. I'm looking for someone to grow with, someone to be faithful to, someone to call my own, someone to spoil with my love and affection. I'm looking for something real not these "new age" relationships with their "love" I don't want to hear any of this, "you just don't understand our love" bullshit.
Love is faithful, loyal, it's a feeling and actions, it's a connection, it's despite their faults and flaws,... it is unconditional.
Love is not blind, that is infatuation. And love is not a critic. If I tell you I love you I'm saying I see you, I see your faults and flaws and even things that I may hate, but despite that I care about you and want to be with you, I feel a connection to you, etc.
I'm looking for love. I'm looking for that connection. I'm looking for that feeling of "home" in you. I'm looking for someone that makes me feel safe, loved, cherished, nearly perfect despite my imperfections. I'm looking for someone I can trust not just with them telling me the truth, but someone I can trust with my heart, my life, and my son.
I don't know where you are, my love. Maybe I haven't met you yet or maybe I have and you're just a damn idiot who's standing in the way of our happiness. Who knows. However despite who you are or where you are I hope we can find each other soon. I hate that you aren't here to love.
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