What's The Point?

   At one point the whole F.W.B. didn't bother me. You get what you need and they get what they need.
   However when you find someone you want to be with it makes being with anyone else seem dull. I mean grant it the two guys I'd fell for since my separation... Well sex wasn't mind blowing with either of them, but it wasn't about that, it was about being with someone you truly care about.
   No, I'm not one of those people who thinks having sex with someone will make them love you. That's just stupid. I had sex because I wanted it, that simple. But now even if I want it it's not from the right person. Nothing against my friend it's just... missing something.
   It's missing that connection, its missing those feelings, its missing that well I don't know what all it's missing but who the hell cares I know it's missing whatever it is... maybe it's love. But it's missing.
   So what's the point? If it's missing something which makes it less enjoyable what's the point? Why not just give up and go without? That's probably exactly what I'll do... because honestly what's the point?...