My Pattern, My Type

So apparently I have a pattern of liking guys who are hung up on their ex's.

Note to self: They all go back to their ex's.

I'm trying to decide why this is. Why are these the guys I find myself most attracted to? My best guess, its because I can tell that they actually care about women.

However duh heart and brain it's not that they care about women they care about THAT particular woman. Most of the time said woman isn't even worth it. Most of the time I've even heard them bitch about how awful said woman is and yet they still go back. Have fun with that misery. 

My intuition almost always has been right. 

I knew the first one was still hung up on his ex. He lied quite a few times. 

I knew the second one would go back to his ex for the like millionth time. He promised he was done and lied several, S.E.V.E.R.A.L. times.

Then the guy I like went back to his ex and I knew he would. He however never said anything more than my telling him I liked him was bad timing and that he was confused. Thank you for that. Thank you for a simple honest answer. You never led me on or made me believe that something else would come of it; the others did no matter how much the second one would like to lie and say he didn't.

The first two it's like they hope if they say the lie enough that you'll just believe it. Sorry darlin' I don't work that way. I "play back" the conversations, I can still "reread" the notes (even without having them), I can reread the text and snaps, I can "relive" the moments and trust me they all prove you lied.  

I can blame only you for your actions. 

I can blame only me for my pattern. 

*Insert brown brick wall 

with "Fuck You" graffiti on it directly in the middle* 

That's the wall I keep running into no matter what choice I make or what direction I take.