When I'm With Him I Am Thinking Of You

  I can honestly say I know what Katy Perry was saying in Thinking Of You. 

"'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you, thinking of you 

what you would do if you were the one who was spending the night 

oh I wish that I was looking into your eyes, looking into your eyes..."

   It's not that you were the best I'd ever had. It's not that you were the best looking I'd ever had. However with you though something was missing slightly it wasn't the important things like my feelings for you. What was missing with you was the time, the comfort in knowing what you wanted and liked most, getting used to the uh... difference between you and the ones before you (which you know what those differences are because we had this conversation) and if those differences changed any uh.. preferences, getting over the intimidation of you.. yes I find you intimidating because of the differences,... point being anything we were missing in that area can be fixed in time with communication, trial and error, etc. 

  Being with someone else only makes me think of you. Wonder what things could have been like, if things could have worked out, etc. It makes me miss looking into your eyes, miss the way you picked me up, miss the way that I never questioned being with you.. it was easy to say yes. 

   I would say, "Oh well.." However I don't feel oh well-ish about it.